I Am What I Am

I think it's time to just accept my body the way that it is. I think the sooner I do that the happier I'll be. Every single day I struggle with thoughts of knowing I need to get on that damn treadmill and how much I loathe it.

I've read a bunch of diet pill reviews thinking that maybe I'll find that one miracle pill but what the hell - if that was the case no one would be overweight, unless they wanted to be. I know if I don't feel 'forced' to lose weight it will happen. I don't do well under pressure. Stress also affects my weight. I don't eat when I am stressed but I do seem to just hold onto the weight.

My gosh, only about 5 months until we go to Disney World - I was hoping to be 40 pounds less by then...